Time heals as the season changes
New emotions are raw and intense. Think back to when you fell in love for the first time – the butterflies, the beauty in everything….. Colours were more vibrant and life soared through your veins. In...
View Article486 days…
486 days; 1 year, 4 months; 69 weeks…. Oh dear God, will this pain never stop? Will my heart ever heal? Will I ever be able to look at a photograph without tears welling up in my eyes? No matter where...
View ArticleAlzheimer’s Patient’s Prayer
By Carolyn Haynali Pray for me I was once like you. Be kind and loving to me that’s how I would have treated you. Remember I was once someone’s parent or spouse I had a life and a dream for the future....
View Article16 months of Hospice and two special angels in Heaven
In the early hours of my Dad’s 3rd anniversary I feel compelled to give some feedback on Stepping Stone Hospice. Sixteen months ago, with unbelievable arrogance we started Stepping Stone Hospice. What...
View ArticleVic’s Mother’s Day roses
Iceberg Roses Entrance to Vic’s flat. The Iceberg Rose outside her bedroom window when it was still snow white… 14.9.2011 In 2005 I planted an Iceberg Rose outside Vic’s bedroom window. It looked...
View ArticleIf tomorrow starts without me
This played just before Vic’s memorial service started. A deadly silence descended in the church as we all sat crying for this precious child of mine. I listen to this often. I still cry when I hear...
View ArticleUnimaginable pain
When my beautiful little girl exhaled her last breath, it felt as if my heart was ripped into a million pieces. One year and 5 months have passed and my heart is still in a million pieces. But, the...
View ArticleEbb and flow of grief…
How do we deal with life’s losses and move forward? People far wiser than I am, said that we never do get back to normal. That a time of numbness, confusion and uncertainty eventually merges into a new...
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